Amsyar Ihdzar turns 2

Amsyar will turn 2 years this Saturday.Yeyy... Innitially i plan to throw a simple birthday party for him. But because of super duper crazy life mummy gone thru right now, i dont think so i can manage. HUhhhh...sorry son. But mummy promise that at least there will be a cake and a birthday song to you.

Son,

The happiest moment in mummy's life was the first time u look at me after u born and i know u will have a special place in my heart. i am so proud to have you in my life though mummy's life is so bumpy and not smooth sailing. I m sorry if sometime mummy like loosing my temper and you are the one that mummy would blame.. Mummy know that i m not a good mum and far from perfect but mummy is trying very hard son.

Thank you for being such wonderful son although most of the time u r beyod my control but mummy know that you grow very well. Mummy pray that u will be a anak yang soleh, penyejuk hati mummy and abah, berjaya dunia dan akhirat, moga dapat mendoakan mummy bila mummy tiada kelak. InsyaAllah. Mummy love u very much son like nothing else in this world. 

Happy 2nd Birthday Amsyar Ihdzar Bin Bikhairin Ihdzar.   

Amsyar's Birthday Party - Part II

Meh kita cerita pasal food lak. Pada awalnya mummy ingat nak buat nasi ayam sebab nak panggil mkn tghari. Tapi bila pk pk semula panas kot waktu tu....berasap lak tetamu nanti. Jadi acara adalah minum petang. Maka menunya btukar dari nasi kepada mee dan satay. Mummy buat mee curry sebab mummy rasa mummy pandai buat mee curry...kahkahkah...mummy kata pandai k bukan terror. Alhamdulillah sapu licin mee curry mummy,kira pandaila budget makanan untuk 30orang gitew. Satay kami tempah d Satay Hj Samuri yang akan sentiasa jadi makanan pelengkap majlis kami.... Satay ayam dan daging juga sapu licin. bagusss.

Pulut kuning ni lak tokma yang buatkan. Sedapppp makan bsama dengan rendang daging yang juga tokma yang buatkan. Terima kasih Tokma. nanti mummy blajar camno nak buat pulut kuning ni...nampak macam senang jer tokma buat.

Untuk sweet treats lak semua mummy tempah dengan syarat dihantar terus di depan muka pintu umah. taksempat kot nak g kutip and beli d kedai sendiri. Jadi harus yang boleh hantar terus ke rumah. Setelah beberapa minggu sebelum itu mengoogle mummy tempah kek rainbow Ams ini dari Little Thumb Bakers. Sedap keknya bleh tgk pics. Selain kek Bday, Red Velvet dan pavlova ni tempah dari Little Thum Bakers gak. RV & Pavlova adalah sangat sedap.Im a satisfied customer lah....thinking nak tempah lagi...hemmm

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Untuk tartlet lak, i tempah dengan en. mazlan. Ini pun dhantar terus depan pintu rumah..before this dah pernah tempah dengan dia dah...untuk majlis apatah lupa...ada sedikit kenaikan harga tapi takkisahla...janji depan pintu umahkan. Dia buat macam-macam blueberry tart, fruits tarts tapi ini mummy tempah blueberry tart kot.

Selain dari tu tokma buatkan pudding laici gak and mummy buatkan jelly custard cocktail pudding...cuma tiada dalam simpanan gambar..tak sempat snapp.

Thanxs a lot pada yang sudi hadir utk bday Amsyar ini. Keluarga terdekat terutamanya.

pada yang teliur ni apa tunggu lagi...cepat la tempah. Cewahhh promo lak hihihiii....

untuk anak mummy moga membesar bagai juara. mummy love u son!

Party Planner

Owhhh totally not me hokey. Harap jer bufday anak. Untuk orang lain tak tentu mak akan segigih ini. Amsyar Ihdzar sila kenang jasa ibu mu ini. Kenang kan jer mummy akan bpuas hati :)Untuk mencapai tema yang dipilih, setakat ini mummy dah turun naik 4 buah mall hokey. Gigih tak mummy. Seingat mummy, mummy gigih macam ni waktu nak prepare wedding mummy 4 tahun lpas jooo tawww.

Alhamdulillah, party pack dah settle. Cakes and some of sweet treats dah settle. balloon dah. Iyolah yang benda-benda nk menempah udoh settle. Part kerja abah nak design2, tagging, print2 still in progress. Bare in mind i l be away next week. Camno tuh...kerja kraf perlukan masa kannn..xpea2 positive2! kahkahkahkah...di mana ada kemahuan di situ ado jalan. yiiihaaaa...

Tapikan....dalam i duk excited nk sambut Bdaf for my boy ni, deep inside sgt risau bout my dad. He's coming for a treatment...hope everything will be ok after his treatment. His condition right now not really good, the vascular vibration (for dialysis patient) getting slow it is not a good sign. hemmmm Ya Allah engkau permudahkanlah segalanya. So the party also subject to his condition gak. Hope he will be ok after the check up. Aminn

Okeh balik semula excited cerita bday Amsyar. sekarang yg still status undone adalah t-shirt printing, gift for adults, invitation, main dishes, tables and chairs and decoration. Ini kena buat last minit buat sendiri lak tueeee. Owh pengsannn....jangan lagi jangan lagi.

Guests pun tak finalize and short list lagi.... bpinar mata. kejap 40 pax kejap 30 pax...adoiiiyaiii feninggg ok. Again yang tak dijemput minta maaf banyak2...nanti mak janji bila mak panjang umur murah rezeki, ado masa mak buat besar2ran gitewww mak jempot satu taman tawww...yang ini punya my, jiran pun mak tak mampu nak jemput.. sshsssshssshhh terukkan. Maaf sangat2.

Harap nanti semua bjalan lancar seperti yang dirancang hendaknya Aminnn...

planning...

i' m planning something for my baby boy...yeahhh Amsyar is going to be 1 yr soon. But he still and forever will be my baby. So many ideas and design in my head now but since it is last minute plan then very difficult for me to execute it. So sad...

Last minute, because before this i dont want to celebrate but...i think i need to la. At least a small party for my son. However on the day he turn 1, i will be away...huhuhuhu *sob*sob*sob* i need to attend conference for 4days hokey...#berkhidmat untuk negara# that is the reason too.

It is not going to be a big party k...Only for dearest and nearest -no heart feeling yaa... it really-really going to be a small party with a theme : SMURF hahahah...it is not easy hokey. Last minute means DIY from A-Z...we see how it is going to be.

InsyaAllah we will invite more guests next year. Saborrr jela

Am i...?

Am i a bad wife? Yesterday was my Hubby's BD. Tapikan..on the midnite i bleh tertido and only woke up @1230 to wish him with blurry face and eyes....Teruk kan. There was no cake, no card no celebration. Double teruk rite.

The reasons it tht a day before i went to Ikea and only came back at 11pm so i got no time and energy left out-like betul2 terbongkang. However I should stopped nearby and find somtin for him rite. At least a card. bukan susah sangat pun the curve depan tu jer and ikano is just beside Ikea kannn. Donno y but i really cant think straight that nite. Rasa teruk gila.... i know B wont take it seriously because he is not a type yang u ner celebrate and setup a BD party for him, he prefer to celebrate at home and only us.

But,the wife was so bengap mentega...i cant accept how i react to this....I donno whether i took it for granted or what but to be honest my brain n physical really tired tht nite. Yaa,, it might be just another excuses from me and i blaming myself for this. To make it worse, the BD Boy who deserved to receive a gift came back home with surprises for the wife. I'm touched by him. All this while he was busy compiling our engagement pics, akad nikah pics sanding pics and receptions pics. Huhuuuhu...and i left with nothing to suprise him on his BD.

He never complaint this but i really feel i am a bad companion. I know i still can celebrate this weekend but of course it is belated already. i m goin to regret this for a whole year. B if u eva read this, i am so sorry and hope u understand. i m not goin to blame my pregnancy hormone and i will take the blame. i sayang u tawww!!!!

Celebration

Now is March already. Month of celebration... A pokai month actually because this month is going to be My Dear Hubby's Birthday, my niece, my Bro and my BIL's Birthday. Haaaaa.... Pastu bulan nie jugakla i punya insurance keta sama itu roadtax tamat. Duit jugak tue....Aiyoooo botak, botak. Sibbaik tadak saman. Bulan lepas laki i dah bayarkan...

Tapi Alhamdulillah...anak itukan rezki. I always say that and it is proven actually. Semenjak mengandung nie rezki me and Biy Alhamdulillah murah. Idok ler kaya raya sampai bleh beli designer handbags 2,3,4. Tapi bolehla menyimpan sedikit2 sebab biasanya gaji yang diterima sekadar transit dalam account jer...lalu pastu keluar macam air. Lepas bayar rumah, bil utiliti, kereta dan pelbagai pinjaman maka.....pokaila. Untuk itu perlu gigih bekerja demi kehidupan. Nak pulak duduk di KL nie, dasat! tol merata tempat, jamn situ sini...sale sentiasa (wahhh tiba2)

Sungguhpun begitu, percayala anak itu pembawa rezeki. Satu masa pernah takut untuk mempunyai zuriat sebab konon nak stable dulu la dan berbagai la alasan nyer. But i'm amaze with His blessing...bila me mengandung nie syukur Alhamdulillah and it change my perspective. So my fren yang takut nak beranak tue dan jadikan alasan kewangan sebagai penghalang- janganla begitu. Percaya pada Allah dan setiap orang itu ada rezeki dia masing2. Hidup sekadar yang mampu. Orang kerja kilang pun mampu miliki zuriat,(ramai lak tue) mampu jer besarkan anak2 InsyaAllah kita juga kan. Chaiyokk

Jauh dah melalut nie dari tajuk asal- Celebration. Nak kasi apa yea untuk suami terchintaaaa?masalah nie, if tanya dia nak apa- asik minta boot bola or futsal lah. takkan tiap tahun kasi benda yg sama. Boringkan. Any idea?Anak buah i sorang lagi nie pun satu, macam dah miliki everything jer...tak reti la nk beli barang budak remaja gila korea sekarang nie. Bro bujang i sorang tue pun sama gak...blanja makan cukup la dok sama BIL...

Asal la korang semua ni lahir bulan Mac ekkk???!!!

Hari ni birthday party Farah, but i tink her birthday was actually 26th May. However due to some reason (exam period) the celebration can only be done today@Taipan McD...Happy Birthday little Farah. Hope u raise up well and be a good girl always. Not to forget less sensitive!

Nasib la yea, banyak foto control cun ciksu dio lak...hihihihiii

Raikan MAC

Ni orang2 penting yang menyambut bday di bulan MAC:

Bro Mat- 06/03
Hubby- 07/03
Elice - 15/03
Yaya- 19/03
My bro- 19/03 (not in the pic)





Comel tak?motiff???


Tak pantangg ekkk....














Layan gambar lah...steak B punya, spagetti i punya laaa...org lain punya dishes tak snap sbb tak sabar nak ngappp....


Waktu nie saya masih bpantang...tapi menu saya spagetti...duk jauh dari mama n kakak supaya mereka tak dgr apa yg order...bila dh smpai order takkan tak kasi mkn lak kan...hihihihihiii mengelat. Time nie i dah 2 minggu pantang kot...so okla kan....